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If this is really bad, you should contact child protective services. Does she just yell at you? Or does she hit you too? How old are you? If it isn't long before you are old enough to leave home, you can work this out. Just don't talk to her as much as you do. Don't give her the oppertunity to talk nasty to you. Stay out of her way. But nobody deserves this kind of treatment.
If I were you, I would get a counselor at school or mental health facility. I would talk to them, or maybe you have an adult friend that you can trust to talk to. Your mother shouldn't treat you this way, but unfortunately we can't choose who our parents are, so...
You did a huge thing by posting your feelings here. Try to focus on moving forward with your life, school and with your friends. Talk to somebody about this. Call child protective services if this is bad. They can answer some questions for you. Like what their difinition of abuse is and if you are suffering it.
I wouldn't run away. I would take steps to deal with this instead. Where would you go? You would probably be alone to face the world with no job or any money or transportation. So don't run away.
Keep posting and let us know what is going on.
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