I hope that you do come back and read responses. It sounds like you are really struggling right now. Are you seeing anybody for this? I think seeing a doctor or a counselor would help you. You need not suffer so much. This can be controlled so that you can lead a normal life. Please see a doctor and get the ball rolling if you haven't already.
Do keep posting. Everybody here is so kind and compassionate.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies