in a while because my DH was so sick for so long, I had neck surgery, and 2 months later my DH died. That was November 09. I have been in such a rut since then. It's like I quit living when he died. All I do is sit in my recliner. I don't want to do anything. I am ashamed of being like this. I go to Church faithfully, but the rest of the time I can't make myself do anything. I am in pain all the time and I don't have any money. My SS check won't pay all the bills. We barely made it on 2 SS checks. Now I have the same bills, plus the funeral cost and all the medical bills. I have so much cc debt, I am drowning.
Does anyone know how to make yourself get out of a rut? If it takes money, I can't do it. I hate to see night coming. I don't sleep well. I take Lexapro. I tried Cymbalta but I didn't think it helped at all.