i had this on my mind and i want to share it. you are a very valuable friend to me. you have helped me through alot with my work and my ADD and helped me in ways even hubby hasnt been able to. you see things different then he does and he just doesnt understand completely although bless him he is trying to. you are caring, compassionate, funny, sensitive, stubborn(lol), optimistic, charming, sensitive, smart, and loving. you have a big heart and you help others even when you are hurting. i know its hard to move on but you must. you must start living your life for you and no one else no matter who they are. in order to love you must llove yourself. i have learned that now, my friend, you must learn it too. it doesnt matter what people say or do or think about you, if you love yourself isnt that all that counts. go to counseling and talk to your counselor. its time to make a decision about which way your life is heading and i think that once you make that final decision you will be able to move on with your life and be happy. sometimes a change in scenery helps(you can always come meet me lol). know that i love you. im saying this here where all can see that i love you my friend. you are my friend and in so many ways my brother.
The only person who can make you happy is you. Be your own self and love who you are because each and every one of you are wonderful for who you are
"No one really dies because they have loved. Because they love they stay in the hearts of the people they have touched so in that their memory lives on." Ghost whisperer-i know corny but this touched me deep down and i see so much truth in it.