Just adding my well wishes as you go through this storm called life. I often ask myself why I have the chronic aliments that I do and found that I was living in spite of having my health issues. After alot of therapy to come to terms with a chronic health condition, I am just starting to learn to live with it. Good luck in finding the answers you are looking for. Know that we are here when you need us.
We can respond to irritation with a smile instead of scowl, or by giving warm praise instead of icy indifference. By our being understanding instead of abrupt, others, in turn, may decide to hold on a little longer rather than to give way. Love, patience, and meekness can be just as contagious as rudeness and crudeness.