my mom is a wonderful woman, she is the most kind hearted person who gives 200% all day long, every day. everyone loves her. but i'm so upset and i feel so guilty for being mad at her. she is too upset to talk about it and my dad is too upset to talk about it. but my mom has suffered so much from depression, especially when i was little. so, she did everything right, she did the best she could, but she came from a really hard family, a really unsupportive family. and i feel like even though she did her best, she was so unattached emotionally to me when i was growing up. and i know she feels so much guilt, and i know it wasn't her fault, but i am so mad about it now, as i see it's affecting my life, and how it has affected my life so deeply.