I'm new to these forum's, but here is my problem:
i'm desperately in love with this girl, but we're really good friends and neither of us want to screw that up (i think).
we speak virtually everyday, and have done since last summer. i spent months trying to learn everything about
her, and try and make myself seem really nice, and mature, in the hope it would work out in my favour. we were very close, up until about
a month ago, then from nowhere, she got a boyfriend. as you could probably understand, this tore me apart, i couldn't eat, sleep, concentrate in school.. this whole thing has just screwed with my mind, and my life. i have seeked help from most of my friends, and none of them could help.. the girl feels really bad about
what she did.. but she will never know how much she hurt me. what makes it worse is that her boyfriend is so immature, and always 'rubs it in my face' about
how she chose him. he always causes arguments between us, which makes mine and the girls friendship become worse and worse.. all this has driven me to stupid extents.
I feel really depressed and down all of the time.. my friends have begun to give up on me, which is the last thing i need at the moment, they all say i have changed for the worse.
Well, that's my story, please if you have any advice,post, i am willing to try anything, thank you.
Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 1/30/2011 2:32:35 PM (GMT-7)