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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/7/2011 4:47 AM (GMT -6)   
today i seen my therapist. was good, had a good
day, have been in the moment, and for once i concerned
myself with nothing. the herbs have really alivened me,
i can focus better, buying them were expensive, even
though on special, but no reward without risk. i will
try to just be in the here and now, i realize i can only
do so much before i crash, thus i am not working to the
point of crashing. yeah hard when manic, darn hard but
if i can the reward is better sleep without the usual panic
attacks. my therapist said something interesting,
that you should work through it at the time, to let it
run it's course-sounds like expletive madness, but in truth
it is right. how dreadful, we want it over NOW- but it is
over when it is over. aaarrrggghhh i know!!! sent an e-mail
to the bloke about the course, he said give it to wednesday
then e-mail me and he will sought it. must be having prob's
processing people. i need to apply for funding and study money,
and the course begins on the 18th. they have had a month,
oh well, it will be soughted. am excited about studying
again, feel up to it more and more each day. sorry
about the long post. expression!! luv yas. jamie

Geosojda
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   Posted 2/7/2011 5:46 AM (GMT -6)   
Glad you are feeling better!!  I like that advice or "letting it run its course"  sometimes when i try to force things it ends up being worse than riding it out.  I know how you feel about just wanting it over though.  Sounds like things are going well for you, you deserve it!!! yeah yeah yeah yeah

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/7/2011 5:58 AM (GMT -6)   
thx a tad better, jamie
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , BI-POLAR AFFECTIVE DISORDER AXIS 1

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getting by
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   Posted 2/7/2011 9:09 AM (GMT -6)   
You sound good Jamie, I am so happy for that. Keep up the good work.

Hugs, Karen
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stkitt
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   Posted 2/7/2011 2:46 PM (GMT -6)   
Jamiee

Sit by yourself. Feel the wind, the sun on your face, the chair touching your bottom. Listen to the rustle of the trees, birds chirping, water flowing. Never think about the past or future. That is staying in the moment.

Blessings,
Kitt

whitebutterfly
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   Posted 2/7/2011 4:26 PM (GMT -6)   
:) :)

Skitt, beautiful.
Jamie, take your time yeah? You'll stabilise soon. Trust me. I know.

arielle.
fly like a butterfly. free and happy. :-D

attention deficit hyperactivity disorder, PTSD, bipolar disorder.

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/7/2011 7:10 PM (GMT -6)   
thx guys, means a lot. good to see you posting WB. with compassion, jamie
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , BI-POLAR AFFECTIVE DISORDER AXIS 1

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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/8/2011 3:24 AM (GMT -6)   
crashed pretty hard today, slept all day. a mate had 2 wake me at 3pm. will be up 4 a while now!! the joys of bi-polar affective disorder type 1, i guess!!!
will go with the flow. diabetes specialist tomorrow arvo. my sis dropped in, but was kind enough to let me sleep. she is not good. will explain later. thx 4 caring, jamie
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , BI-POLAR AFFECTIVE DISORDER AXIS 1

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getting by
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   Posted 2/8/2011 6:47 AM (GMT -6)   
Get rest Jamie. You need it. Sorry about the mania. Hope that you are feeling better now.

Hugs, Karen
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whitebutterfly
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   Posted 2/8/2011 7:45 AM (GMT -6)   
Keep well Jamie :) here for you.

arielle.
fly like a butterfly. free and happy. :-D

attention deficit hyperactivity disorder, PTSD, bipolar disorder.

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/8/2011 7:45 AM (GMT -6)   
yeah a tad. nearly 1am, of to bed 4 a bit. thx karen, jamie
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stkitt
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   Posted 2/8/2011 11:34 AM (GMT -6)   
jamiee,

We always long for what others have and in my case I would love to take some of the mania off of you for even a few hours. Better make it hpomania though. You rest and let your body recoup.

I am here for you friend so find peace in the moment and
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

Hugs,
Kitt

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/8/2011 4:39 PM (GMT -6)   
thx guys, means a lot. jamie.
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/9/2011 1:15 AM (GMT -6)   
well today i saw the diabetic specialist, interesting to note is that being manic can and does elevate sugars and being down drops them. since my last 3 month test my hb1ac has come down. 11.4 down to 9.8, this is positive. tomorrow i begin testing again, i loathe it, 4 times a day, and i am to write down my state of mind. see her again in 2 weeks. will be talking to the shrink regarding my seroquel-it is spiking my sugars at night to high and too often. it states it as a side -effect (primary) ok i am tired. luv 2 you all, jamie.

SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , BI-POLAR AFFECTIVE DISORDER AXIS 1

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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/9/2011 9:59 PM (GMT -6)   
GOT A CALL BACK-----FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SIGN UP FOR THE COURSE TUES. YEEEEAAAAHHHH!!!! WILL BE
DOING A DIPLOMA OF COMMUNITY SERVICES (MENTAL HEALTH) HOPEFULLY THE GOVERNMENT FUNDING COMES THROUGH, AND I GET MY STUDY MONEY APPROVED AS WELL. THX, JAMIE. :-)
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getting by
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   Posted 2/10/2011 5:33 AM (GMT -6)   
Yay Jamie,

I am so happy to hear this!!!

Congrats!!!

Hugs, Karen
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whitebutterfly
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   Posted 2/10/2011 5:40 AM (GMT -6)   
Good times. Good that you got some fantastic news!!!!!!!!!!!!! well done Jamie.

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/10/2011 6:09 AM (GMT -6)   
THX GUYS. yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah JAMIE
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Geosojda
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   Posted 2/10/2011 7:59 AM (GMT -6)   
sweet! congrats! turn turn turn turn turn tongue tongue

stkitt
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   Posted 2/10/2011 10:33 AM (GMT -6)   
Way to Go my friend - Happy Days for you !

Kitt

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/10/2011 5:33 PM (GMT -6)   
thx, thx, thx all!!!! jamie :-0)
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , BI-POLAR AFFECTIVE DISORDER AXIS 1

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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/12/2011 4:59 AM (GMT -6)   
SO SAD, SO DEPRESSED. I HATE THIS... nono ....I HATE WHAT HAS HAPPENED. nono SO DEPRESSED...............
JUST NOTHING....................................
cry   cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry :-(
JAMIE.
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , BI-POLAR AFFECTIVE DISORDER AXIS 1

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awty
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   Posted 2/12/2011 7:50 AM (GMT -6)   
I promise, it will pass Jamie. But I am sorry you are feeling this way in this moment.

stkitt
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   Posted 2/12/2011 9:52 AM (GMT -6)   
jamie,

I so agree with AWTY, with time and good friends, like your friends here in the forum, you will pull out of this depression and life will turn right side up again.

Gentle Hugs,
Kitt

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/12/2011 4:10 PM (GMT -6)   
thx kitt. thx awty. jamie :-(
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , BI-POLAR AFFECTIVE DISORDER AXIS 1

REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.
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