Welcome to the HealingWell Depression forum.
I am sorry that it feels your friends turned their back on you. When people aren't depressed, they don't understand it. And often we fear what we don't understand. So that is probably what is going on.
I highly suggest that you make an appointment with a counselor. They are there for you and they support you. In life, not everybody is going to like us. That is true for everybody. But to have all your friends act like that is terribly hard to deal with. I am sure that they don't all hate you.
You have to learn to love yourself. You are worthy of love, and I feel once you love yourself, it doesn't matter if other people like you or not. You wont need that anymore.
So please do talk to a therapist. And keep posting here as we all do care and want to support you.
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