I was looking at your poll and see you are wondering where to start off at. I would say seeing a psychologist would be the best place to start. If they think you need medication they will tell you to see your doctor or hook you up with a psychiatrist. If you can even see a social worker or therapist, it would help.
I am sorry that you are unhappy with your marriage. It sounds like your husband is barely existing in your life. Know that things can get better, even your opinion of him. Once you start sorting things out you will begin to feel better.
Keep posting and know that we care.
PS Welcome to the forum. I think you will like it here.
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fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies