hi everyone, i am new here.
my discussion has to do with how to deal with SAD.
I have SAD so bad i will turn down people when i see that they want to be my friend.
I was relieved when i got confrontational with a girl and she stopped talking to me after we hung out once.
I do not want to hang out with anyone ever, and if I do hang out with them I have to have my boyfriend with me, he is the only person who makes me comfortable.
If someone tries to befriend me I will push them away almost immediately when I see we are becoming friends on a level that the person might want to hang out with me.
Is this just social insecurity? I am always feeling like everyone is judging me...at work, school, and even if im at a traffic stop in my car and there are other cars around me.
I love getting into confrontations and have people thinking badly at me for a reason rather than judging me when they do not know me.
i hope this makes sense.