I'm usually over in Fibro or Chronic Pain..but I wanted to come on over, I'm depressed!!!
I feel lost, my job, trying my best to keep a hold of it, I know we need two incomes to make it, but its getting so hard to work every day. I'm constantly having flares, and just in pain and so tired, all I do is come home from work and rest or sleep. Every day...weekend...no social stuff, I just want to rest and recoup from the week, its hard for my hubby and boys to understand this, because it wasn't always like this.
I take prestique 50 mgrs. I see my doctor next week, I want him to know that I have been feeling very depressed and questioning my self value. No thinking about not being around, I have two sons and and hubby, I want to live and and not thinking about the dark side, but I know I am majorly depressed. It's friday, I've drug myself in after having the tummy bug this week on top of everything else, but I'm just so worn mentally and physically.
It just makes me feel so sad.