Im glad you've found us, but i'm also sorry you've had to.
I also have a fear of being on my own, i hate it. im constantly looking at the clock and if my hubby is late back, we end up in an argument because of my insecurity. I have borderline personality disorder, which can cause fears of being abandoned.
It deffinetly sounds like you need to see a gp, because i would say you're depressed. I tent to put on weight when my depression is bad, because i eat more, but alot of people don't feel like eating and lose alot of weight.
I really hope you go to a gp, before it gets too bad that you can't seem to shift it (that has happened to me).
I hope you keep us up to date on whats going on and try and keep your chin up, you're not alone.
I am a 23yo woman from the UK, my husband is my main carer.
Diagnosed with- FIBROMYALGIA, BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, CHRONIC FATIGUE SYNDROME, RESTLESS LEG SYNDROME, SERO NEGATIVE ARTHRITIS, INSOMNIA, LOW ENERGY, PANIC ATTACKS, OCD, IBS, MIGRAINES, FIBROCYSTIC BREAST DISEASE, LOW VITAMIN D.
BEEN REWARDED DISABILITY
Meds Citalopram 60mg, Tramadol 50mg x3, Mebeverine (for IBS) 135mg x3.