Hello and welcome to HealingWell. I am with Karen on this one and she adviced you well. When I was 17 life was one big drama. I was crushed when a boyfriend would dump me or a girlfriend get mad at me and always wondered what "I" did wrong ?
I think I was just going through the normal teenage feelings but you do sound like you are dealing with more then normal feelings.
No matter where we go, we will face people who are negative, people who oppose our ideas, people who ptick us off or people who simply do not like us. That does not mean it is anything we have done.
There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be,....that's when you have to tell yourself that things will get better.
There are times when people disappoint you and let you down, but those are the times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgments and opinions, to keep your life focused on believing in yourself and all that you are capable of.
I too feel you should talk with your Dr. regarding how you are feeling. It makes me sad to see you in pain at such a young age.
~~Kitt~~Moderator: Anxiety/Panic, Osteoarthritis, GERD/Heartburn and Heart/Cardiovascular Disease. www.healingwell.com"If you can't change the world, change your world"