Believe me I know what you are saying. Family can be the most difficult situation to deal with especially if you are not feeling well. You can choose your friends but you are stuck with your family; like it or not. Are you upset that they didn't invite you or that they lie to you about it? It is important for you to understand their personalities and querks so that when they do what they do it is to be expected so it won't be as big of a let down. you know what I mean. If the sun is shining go for a walk or sit out and read or something. Sunshine and fresh air can make you feel better at least for a little while. Laying in bed all day can bring you down or at least keep you there. Stay strong and I hope you feel better soon. I will keep you in my prayers tonight.
I am gald that I found this site. Just sitting here not doing much of anything nice day out their and was able to get out for a couple of hours and had lunch still not feeling as good as I would like to well as I
as though yesterday the people that I was talking about all six of them ended up togather yestersay the beans were spill out today little by little and then one person made a comment that I was thinking that
they were going behind my back and doing things I did not say anything no heated words good conversation the less I said the more came out which I already new I know them to well. WE are a close family and know them like a book you always know when someone cannot look you in the eye and say that they did not do what they said that they were not going to do then you pretty much know that
they did it. but like I said it dose not matter anymore got to many other things on my mind right now to worry about. I do not have a saving no medical insurance and no money coming in and I am not
counting on this disability cause anything can happen. Well I am going to go and make a shrimp topping for dinner to go with out fish it is seafood night. Thank you all so much for your in put and letting me vent.