How much longer do you have on your lease? Try taking life one day at a time until you can move. In the meantime there might end up being a reason that you would like to stay. What you're going through might seem difficult at this time, but I am sure that there is a reason for it. Things will work out for you. Be patient with yourself. Nurture yourself. Try to enjoy life as it is.
I am sorry about you and your boyfriend. Try to remember the good times. And add it to your life's experiences.
Oh yes, welcome to the forum.
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