Ok, so there is a lot on my mind right now. I'm class of 2012 in College but I'm graduating in May, so that's a year early. Yay for saving money, but I'm scared about
leaving this place. My boyfriend moved 3 states away last June and wants me to leave everything I know and move there with him this June. He plans to propose, but I'm starting to question everything about
our relationship. It's making me really sad...I haven't really eaten anything this week and I have been crying almost non-stop.
Another guy who I dated a few years ago, came back into my life as a friend this week as well. I was online and he instant messaged me and we had a great conversation Tuesday night, then went out dancing last night(thursday as friends). I feel like it's wrong that the highlight of my week was going dancing with a man I'm not even dating, plus I really wanted to kiss him when the night was over. I know that I love my boyfriend, so why am I having all these doubts and feelings about
another guy. Maybe it just hit me at a vulnerable time or something. I don't know.
Anyway, I don't really know what my questions are and I'm knew to seeking help....but I'm tired of feeling lost, confused, and sad all the time.
love the girl named,
Post Edited (daisy__) : 3/4/2011 1:02:11 PM (GMT-7)