Welcome to the depression forum. I have to let you know that we aren't allowed to discuss illegal drugs, so I wont go there. But you need to get out of the situation. It is going nowhere. You are getting taken advantage of and this isn't right. I would talk to a counselor, they can help you. They can help you get out of this situation and start a new life. I am sorry for what you are going through.
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