taryn, are you able to call psych services for a chat? they can come to you. i feel some professional assistance is required. are you able to keep busy with something you enjoy? helps with over-thinking. know that we are here for you. with compassion, jamie.
ps, you have been brave in posting, keep being brave and seek some assistance
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