Well, I got to see a different doctor, I think this one may be able to help, he did not understand why in over a year, why no doctors thought about increasing my pristiq from 50mg to 100! So that is what we have done and he has some other idea's to trying moving forward. So I was happy about that. Then I went to work and got my yearly review
Oh boy, it was a needs improvement, and this year they have decided not to give any merrit increase if you have a "needs improvement". I was in tears, I'm so glad that my boss is still out of the office, we went over my review over the phone, I was in his office, tears galore, and he was on the phone, mostly talking about my attendendance. How it effects other apects...And how its so difficult to manage my time since I have itermitten FMLA. I was so sad, I went home and stayed in bed, hubby got me to go out with him yesterday. I'm glad I did, it makes me feel better I guess to be out. But it is so hard, I need to no work, but I have no choice but to work, financially we need the 2 incomes. I knew my performance had changed, so I don't know why I was so shocked. I guess until you actually hear it.