Here are a couple of sites that are free that can help you if you don't want to post here. There are no professional therapists in this forum. Just fellow sufferers of depression. So check these out.
Do know that nobody here will judge you and that we all have been through the same thing as you, probably just different circumstances. So a lot of us do understand.
I hope that you feel better soon and I hope that the sites help you.
Take care, keep posting if you want to.
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