I feel you need to give the mental health system a chance. We all go through the same thing finding a good therapist. Some of us find a good match right off the bat and some of us have to go through a couple before we find a good one. As Jamie said, word of mouth says a lot.
Don't give up so easy. You are talking about your future and we want to feel good for that. It makes life much easier. And take the meds seriously. take them if they are prescribed. Never go off of one without doctor's assistance as some of them have side effects and withdrawal symptoms when you suddenly stop them.
I hope that you feel better soon. Be proactive with your health. As Jamie said, many of the therapist and psychiatrists do operate on a sliding scale and will work with you even if you are changing insurance companies. When it comes to our health we have to do what is right for us regardless of the cost.
Take care, and keep posting.
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