me and my boyfriend recently broke up and there were no hard feelings. it was a great break up in fact, because we have been best friends for so many years (5 to be exact) we only dated for 2 years, but its still hard to let go of him. neither of us have really had any sexual attraction to one another for a few months and i feel like i did the right thing. so does he. but since that night, i feel like i have been slowly going insane. we have hung out a few times and its not really awkward or anything and we have no problem with it. its just the fact that we both know we cant hang out as much as we used to. i feel alone. he has a ton of friends that are willing to help him and i only have a few people and they dont really want to talk to me about
my problems. ive been suffering with depression for a while now and i am on medication. ive stopped terrible habits, both physical and emotional, and im really scared because after so many years of being happy, its suddenly all disappeared. i dont eat anymore, and i dont take care of myself because i feel like it doesnt matter cuz no one cares about
me but my ex boyfriend. i feel so alone that im resorting to talking on a forum that i have never heard of before cuz no one seems to care and this is my last hope it seems like. im really nervous posting this so i hope that everyone will understand. i dont normally talk about
my problems cuz i dont feel like they are worth anyones time, but i really would appreciate any sort of help :'( please. i cant do this alone anymore.
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