hi sam. i felt the same way when my lady passed. was 3 yrs and a bit b4 i seen someone else. i feel some much needed counselling will help you. i am in therapy......currently comfort eat, but i am working on it. grief is a very personal thing, and it sounds like you are grieving for those whom have moved far from you. maybe a chat with your dr. will help-ie treatments and on referal to a compassionate counsellor. sending healing hugs your way. with compassion, jamie
you have been brave in posting. keep being brave. you need to look after no 1 first.....for a bit. ok. take care of you. we care.
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