Posted 3/4/2005 1:15 AM (GMT -6)
I have asked myself this question over and over. What is real honest to God depression?I've felt depressed so long, I can't remember a time when I was not depressed.
My signs of depression are:
Having no self-esteem, feeling like a failure as a daughter, wife, mother and grandmother. As for my sisters, well they're on they're own. I feel in my 54 years of existence, I haven't accomplished a ting other birth 2 daughters and subsequently have 5 grandchildren. I can't keep my husband happy, I am disabled to a degree, I have so many skelitons in the closet that they could play the National Anthem on each others bones.
Does all this make me depressed? I guess so. I am down all day, I feel useless, I feel unloved because family don't recognize me because they are hypocrites. They profess to be Christians but they gossip about everyone, dismiss me without a thought and I did nothing to them. They act superior than me. My "get up and go got up and went" and sometimes I don't feel like getting out of bed but I push myself. OK, team...help me understand
There is no such word as can't. Can't simply means wouln't. Grab as much as life as you can. Future is a long way away for those who don't believe. Don't build a foundation of life on sand. It will take it away with the tide. Love a little more, be unkind a lot less.