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   Posted 3/26/2011 1:14 PM (GMT -6)   
This weeks been quite a bad one, I havn't been able to sleep properly, so I've been tired everyday and I've felt like not even talking to people somedays, but I still go to school and force myself to be and look happy.

I've been feeling really down today, there's not one straight edged reason why, I guess it's just a mixture.

* I feel like there's noone I can talk to. I have really good friends and a great boyfriend, but if I try and talk to them I feel like they aren't interested or don't understand or get annoyed, so I have to make a joke out of it, and then they do to, and it completly looses the point. I can't speak to the school nurse because she's only at school one day a week, is always busy and everyone can see into the room. I want to talk to my boyfriend but he seems to get annoyed at me and distant, I know he just doesn't like to hear it because it makes him unhappu, but I also don't know how to explain how I feel. Sometimes I'm really low for no reason, everyday I feel really down for no reason and I try to explain to him but he doesn't understand. Neither do I to be honest.

* Sometimes I am really happy and crazy, and then suddenly I'm completly down and don't even want to talk to people and just want to cry. There's no inbetween. I don't know whats wrong with me, but it's scaring me.

* People at school. It's gone on a year. It's been worse, I used to get followed, shouted at, stuff thrown at me; now it's just evil looks and the occasional name calling- not much, but still enough to make me unhappy. Nothing I can do about them though to be honest.

* I'm not happy at home, as I said in my last post 'I don't know', things are bad.

* I want to be happy and I try all I can to be happy. It doesn't work. I don't know whats wrong with me.

Post Edited (HWU) : 6/16/2013 12:34:58 PM (GMT-6)

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   Posted 3/26/2011 3:47 PM (GMT -6)   
Keep trying with the school nurse and if you have a school counselor, try with them until you get somebody that you can talk to. When you get all happy, do you have a lot of energy? It sounds like you are giong from an extreme high to an extreme low. It could just be moodiness, but it also could be bipolar. So you really need to talk to somebody professional about your moods. But starting with the school counselor or nurse is a good thing, or even your family doctor. The sooner you know what you are up against the better. It may be nothing other than moodiness like I said. Maybe even just your menstral cycle. But knowing is a lot better than wondering.

Hugs, Karen
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