It isn't a trash talk zone, and wont be after I edit a couple of posts. I am sorry that you two got off on the wrong foot. Hopefully this will get straightened out.
Does your boyfriend give you any reason to think he cheats on you now? I know that you want to trust him. I think it might take a little time for that to come to you as he did go out with somebody else while you were broken up. I can see why it would bother you now that you are back together. Maybe you haven't forgiven him or something and it is in the back of your mind. Do you still feel betrayed even though he did it while you were apart? It would be hard for me, so give yourself a little time to regain your trust. If you do want this thing to work, you will try to trust him. If you can't then you might have to end the relationship as you will always have this on the back of your mind. So try forgiving him, even though in his eyes, he didn't do anything wrong. And if you were broken up, I guess he actually didn't.
I hope that you can work this out. Keep trying and have patience with yourself. Take care, do keep posting.
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