Hi everyone, just feeling a little down this evening. Just having someone to talk to is kind of tugging at me, but I'm yet faithful although not with the spouse. There are days when different people call me, then there are days like this evening when I desire to have a female to talk to. Guess I'm getting too old now, I don't feel handsome, seems like no girls are really looking at me. Sometimes I just don't care. When I go to workout there are so many gorgeous ladies, but I just think to myself "Ty, keep your focus...nobody's interested." Besides I'm still not divorced...teeth are getting bad, I just feel I've lost so much time, I'm 17lbs overweight, borderline Diabetic now, and just kind of depressed. Trying to keep my focus. I've been separated now for over 9 months. Spouse and I are still in counseling trying to come to an area of agreement, it's a long road, I'm not sure, but maybe.
I think I pissed off my friend WG, I don't think she cares to speak with me anymore...guess I don't blame her. Anyway a bit of good news, my manuscript
finally came back from my copy editor this week after 3 years...I feel like it's worthless now, but I'm pressing forward anyway to get my ISBN, Bar Code and Copyrights established.
Just want to feel a little love...
Hope everyone else is doing ok. I'm going back to read earlier comments when I posted earlier here last month, it's nice to hear such kind words. Maybe I just need to hang out here a little more often like I used to. Thoughts anyone? Not having a pity-party, just down.
Post Edited (youngmil) : 5/12/2011 9:52:58 PM (GMT-6)