I hope that nothing happened last night and this is kind of late, but here are some resources for you.
National Suicide Hotline
This is a combined network of the Amerian Association of Suicidology, the National Hopeline Network, CONTACT USA, and many other organizations. Call are automatically routed to the nearest crisis center to the phone from which the call for help is placed.
Helpful Web Sites:
Suicide Hotlines (listed by state)
Suicidal.com (includes Suicide Crisis Center and Depression and Suicide)
I am very worried about you right now. I hope that you are okay. We aren't allowed to discuss suicide or self harm for that matter, on the forum. So I had to edit your post. Hang in there, let us know that you are okay. I am sure that Jamie is worried too.
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