well done for getting it out. did it help. i write things down a lot, for me, for my shrink and therapist. do you have a school counsellor that you can chat with? another good thing would be to make an appt to rule out any medical stuff going on-alike hormones!! they go crazy at this age. for me that was awhile ago, albeit i do suffer with a genetic hormonal condition myself, and my bro was going through similar symptoms to yours and it was his thyroid being over active. anyway your doc can assess your depressive levels and make some suggestions if it is depression. bi-polar is different, i have bi-polar affective disorder type 1. if your doc thinks this the best course of action is a psychiatrist. anyway, don't be too hard on yourself. hoping this helps. take care of you, keep strong. you have been brave coming on here, keep being brave and seek some assistance. with compassion, jamie. male, 38
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , BI-POLAR AFFECTIVE DISORDER AXIS 1REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.