I am sorry that you feel so badly. It is so hard with depression. And when the fatigue gets you, it is unbearable. But you will pull through. Have you thought about a weight loss program with exercise? Maybe at a gym. Where you would meet new people and have others working for the same goal. Just a thought.
I am going to post a couple of sites that might help you. They might not either, but just in case.
Like I say they might not be enough for you, but it is something to check out.
Living with depression is one of the hardest things to do. Know that we are here to support you and give you feedback from our experiences. But we can't replace a professional.
Are you on any medications now? There are new ones that you might not have tried yet. I tried many different ones before I found what worked for me. I even tried some of them twice. Just never give up. Coming here can sometimes be a lifeline. So when you are feeling down, come and read or reply, maybe even give some advice with your life's experiences.
Keep posting, and I hope that you are having a good day.
PS Welcome to the site!!!
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies