Posted 4/8/2011 9:47 AM (GMT -7)
I just recently moved to Japan with my husband (who by the way isn't a very nice person). I am now pregnant, jobless, and feeling trapped. I feel like someone has pressed my mute button and I have no voice. No matter what I do to try and get him to see that we need help he refuses and places all the blame on me. I'm at wits end now, and I really just want to throw in the towel and leave, but I can't because I don't have the money to leave. It's almost 2 am in the morning here and I'm still awake because he has yet to come back home from a party that started at 6pm. No phone call, no nothing. Some how, I don't deserve one I suppose. I just need someone to talk to, I'm very lonely, lost, and plain old trapped.