Thank you for editting your post. What I don't understand is why when you know that she set you up for a job that you didn't get that you can't let her know that you are to say the least disappointed. I would let her know that. You don't have to be mean about it, but be honest. Don't tell her to let it go if it is bothering you. The one good thing you know is that she was confident of you being able to handle it. And know that there could always be another chance. Find out why she didn't pick you and if it was something that you did or didn't do, work on that.
Though we aren't suppose to discuss self harm, I would like to pass on to you a site that might be helpful for you.
I don't know if this will be of any help, but I wanted to share that with you.
I feel really bad that you are this down. I hope that something happens to help you. Try not to project into tomorrow, just let it bring what it brings and be at peace with that.
Know that we are all pulling for you and want to see you feel better. Keep posting and let us know how you are doing. By the way, welcome to the forum.
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Post Edited (getting by) : 4/8/2011 7:07:51 PM (GMT-6)