not so good at the moment. i feel lost, old, ugly and
useless. i am struggling with everything. i just am
losing the option to care. i am so tired, people have
been using my kindness as well. this peeves me.
i have no motivation for anything. life keeps
throwing me hot ashes.........i am in internal pain.
i am missing my georgia severely. i am not interested
in anything. why was she taken from me so early?
i rarely use this word but i will. i HATE bi-polar, it totally
sux, my thoughts are so chaotic and jumbled. i have
no energy, my dreams are borderline crazy and sleep
has become harder and harder to come by. i keep
as busy as possible, i am listening to my music, but
because of easter my therapists appt is not till the
2 of may and my dr. is away. i will soldier on i guess.
more to say........but this is enough whinging for now.
thx 4 listening. jamie.
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , BI-POLAR AFFECTIVE DISORDER AXIS 1REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.