lost..........in a sea of madness

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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 4/9/2011 1:42 AM (GMT -6)   
hi all.
 
not so good at the moment. i feel lost, old, ugly and
useless. i am struggling with everything. i just am
losing the option to care. i am so tired, people have
been using my kindness as well. this peeves me.
i have no motivation for anything. life keeps
throwing me hot ashes.........i am in internal pain.
i am missing my georgia severely. i am not interested
in anything. why was she taken from me so early?
i rarely use this word but i will. i HATE bi-polar, it totally
sux, my thoughts are so chaotic and jumbled. i have
no energy, my dreams are borderline crazy and sleep
has become harder and harder to come by. i keep
as busy as possible, i am listening to my music, but
because of easter my therapists appt is not till the
2 of may and my dr. is away. i will soldier on i guess.
more to say........but this is enough whinging for now.
 
thx 4 listening. jamie.
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 4/9/2011 5:05 AM (GMT -6)   

it's offical : i'm a mess.

confused confused confused confused confused confused cry cry cry cry cry confused confused confused confused confused confused

-jamie 


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It's Genetic
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   Posted 4/9/2011 8:47 AM (GMT -6)   
No, Jamie, you're not mad. You're suffering grief and that does all kinds of things to us.

It could be your meds that are too much at the moment. Try drinking
as much water as you can tolerate for the next several hours and see if that helps. It usually does, particularly if you're having some toxic buildup from so many medications. That happens more frequently than we like to think. I drink water profusely when I think I'm a little toxic or depressed from the slow metabolism of meds. (Depression does slow down metabolism.)

If that doesn't do it, which I suspect it will, go online to some devotional readings which are always uplifting. (Dr. Stanley is a good online help; one of his is In Touch Ministries.com.) And get some good rest permanently placed in your schedule, Jamie. Insist that others give you the privacy your system requires.

Remember, it's one foot in front of the other, then things calm down.

Good wishes,

It's Genetic

Post Edited (It's Genetic) : 4/9/2011 8:52:44 AM (GMT-6)


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   Posted 4/9/2011 10:12 AM (GMT -6)   
Hi Jamie,

I hope that you start feeling better soon. I try to drink a lot of water too. I put a wedge of lemon into it. It helps. Plus I take vitamin D3. That also helps. I know that you are heading towards winter there and I wonder if the vitamin D will help you along. You never know.

I hope that you feel better soon. Know that it is okay to miss Georgia. She was the love of your life. Let the grieving run it's course. Keep posting for support. We all care about you.

Hugs, Karen
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 4/9/2011 5:28 PM (GMT -6)   
thx karen, thx ig. jamie. bob came through my house at 7.55am this morning. i didn't move in my bed, he left.
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getting by
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   Posted 4/9/2011 7:00 PM (GMT -6)   
Way to get the point across Jamie. I am glad that you did that.

Hugs, Karen
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 4/9/2011 7:02 PM (GMT -6)   
cheers, thought it was a good move!!!! thx mate. jamie
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   Posted 4/10/2011 1:22 AM (GMT -6)   
since then it has been quiet, but it is getting time for glen to visit. real cold and windy. got a walk in with buttons. done some cleaning. trying to shake this fog in my head. been watching some aussie rules football. bit one-sided, thus i am bored. will have an early night and study tomorrow. thx for the support guys. with compassion, jamie. hanging in there.
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   Posted 4/10/2011 3:09 AM (GMT -6)   
glen did rock up, but early. seen my sis as well. deciding to lock my door at bed time now. glen has got it. now for bob!! am tired. early night. jamie.
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Precious Gem
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   Posted 4/10/2011 12:01 PM (GMT -6)   
J, Please check with your Dr., but see if he would be against you adding some extra Niacin to your regiment. Someone mentioned above B3, think it is the same. Alot of people have had positive results regarding mood disorders with this vitamin. I guess we are all mad about something in our lives; our disorders, how we allow other people to treat us, our meds, our weight, etc. Hope tomorrow finds you feeling better!

XXXOOO

Gem

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   Posted 4/10/2011 5:02 PM (GMT -6)   
thx gem. how are you doin'? jamie
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Precious Gem
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   Posted 4/10/2011 5:49 PM (GMT -6)   
I am doing really well. I know the bottom could fall out tomorrow, but so what. When I am feeling good I appreciate every single second!

Gem

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   Posted 4/10/2011 7:03 PM (GMT -6)   
Jamiee, so very sorry your having to go threw this, but grief does take time,
to heal, sure wish I had a better answer for you...will send you well wishes
in hopes that this will get better for you. (meant this in a caring way)
((((((((((((((((((((((((((Jamiee))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
well wishes....
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 4/10/2011 7:42 PM (GMT -6)   
thx heaps guys. jamie
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , BI-POLAR AFFECTIVE DISORDER AXIS 1

REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.
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