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faithfully4you
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   Posted 4/13/2011 12:57 PM (GMT -6)   
Do you ever wander what you did to deserve what you get.....good or bad?  Always looking ahead is tiring.
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   Posted 4/13/2011 3:08 PM (GMT -6)   
It sounds like something is wrong. What is it Teresa? Is it your health? Physical or emotional? Let us know. I know that you struggle a lot. And yes, looking ahead is tiring. I wish that there was something good that you could be looking forward to. Are you still thinking about moving? Let us know.

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faithfully4you
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   Posted 4/13/2011 4:19 PM (GMT -6)   
:)
"To love someone is nothing. To be loved by someone is something. To love and be loved by someone is everything."
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   Posted 4/13/2011 9:33 PM (GMT -6)   
here for you teresa. with healing compassion, jamie. i stay-as much as possible in the here and now. many hugs.

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faithfully4you
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   Posted 4/17/2011 3:26 PM (GMT -6)   
Just feel really bad and guilty about what I have no idea.  Started new drug, must be a placebo.
 
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   Posted 4/17/2011 5:13 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi Teresa,

I am sorry that you are having these feelings of guilt. I hope that it goes away. I get that and it is like depression is trying to undermine my happiness. I will feel guilty for feeling good. It is like something is wrong. I don't know. But I hope that you feel better soon. Keep posting. Try to keep your mind busy as possible.

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faithfully4you
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   Posted 4/18/2011 3:00 PM (GMT -6)   
Thanks you guys............
Just been really down and tired......just want to look forward to every day again.
At the point where hope would otherwise become hopelessness, it becomes faith. ~Robert Brault

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   Posted 4/18/2011 6:22 PM (GMT -6)   
Guilt is a horrible feeling. Really, I think it goes along with mood disorders. I have always been consumed by it but when I tried to pin down what I had done so wrong, something so horrible that no other human being had ever done, well, there just wasn't anything that bad there.

It is a wasted emotion. It cripples. Past is gone, future yet to be, try and be happy in the moment, the now.

Gem

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   Posted 4/18/2011 9:34 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi Teresa,

I agree with Gem about being in the moment. That is the easiest way for me. I find that it takes away so much stress. I hope this finds you feeling well.

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faithfully4you
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   Posted 4/21/2011 12:52 PM (GMT -6)   
PG~
thank you so much and you are right about the past, future and such but sometimes you wish you could combine some parts of the past with the future and go from there but we all know that isn't how it works usually.
 
I sometimes want to put on those rose-colored glasses and wear them every day..............
At the point where hope would otherwise become hopelessness, it becomes faith. ~Robert Brault

It's Genetic
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   Posted 4/21/2011 3:18 PM (GMT -6)   
Yes, Precious Gem, the mood disorder may easily be the result
of having an overly severe conscience. I would add to Faithfully4you
that when hope becomes hopelessness and faith steps in, the work of
faith produces miracles. And for the faithful, love always appears when it's needed.

Working in faith produces more positive outcomes than anything I've ever known.

And about the overly severe conscience: another member of the forum
uses the expression this way: "where the only tool we have is a hammer, everything looks like a nail" reminds me of what an overly strong conscience can do. Faith may very well give us the extra tools in our toolbox to see things other than nails when we observe and live life and watch behavior in ourselves and others. It's logical that faith can limit the power of the overly severe conscience and let more light shine for us all.

You folks just use all kinds of analogies, and I love it. Truth stands mightily alone, and more things are wrought by prayer than this world dreams of, according to Shakespeare.

Do you see how even your thoughts at the ends of your posts are
significant and very relevant to the problems we all share at times?

Take care,

It's Genetic

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   Posted 4/21/2011 3:52 PM (GMT -6)   
Very well put IG. I love the way that you think.

Teresa, I hope that this finds you feeling well. It has been a long haul. Anymore news on moving? You were talking about it awhile back.

PG Hello!!!

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BrianJ (bne)
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   Posted 4/21/2011 5:14 PM (GMT -6)   
Teresa,

Others have given you wonderful advice. I only offer a bit of what's helped me over the years...

"If you stand with one foot in the past and one foot in the future.
You're sure to piss on the present." - bne
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See the rain
Feel the sun
Warm in the breeze
Cool in the seas
Hear the birds
And remember these words,
You are loved.

bne
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I hope you can find your way to enjoy each moment for what it is.

Brian
Finish each day and be done with it.
You have done what you could.
Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can.
Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense.


- Emerson

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   Posted 4/21/2011 11:48 PM (GMT -6)   
keep strong teresa. with healing compassion, jamie
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faithfully4you
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   Posted 4/22/2011 11:20 AM (GMT -6)   
Thanks you guys~
I do love you so much and your advice means more too me than you will ever know.  Just knowing I have you to turn to makes the biggest difference in my life!!!!!!
At the point where hope would otherwise become hopelessness, it becomes faith. ~Robert Brault

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   Posted 4/22/2011 11:41 AM (GMT -6)   
I am so glad that you feel that way Teresa. We will always be here for you during the good and the bad. Know that you can always come here for support and friendship.

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Chartreux
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   Posted 4/22/2011 12:46 PM (GMT -6)   
Sometimes when life deals ya a bad hand you just gotta get back up
brush it off and keep strong, no looking back, just move ahead with hopes
each day is going to be a good day...you can be strong..
keep us posted...well wishes...
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faithfully4you
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   Posted 4/25/2011 8:30 AM (GMT -6)   
Get up and push on..........story of my life.  And being strong is getting harder and harder every day.
At the point where hope would otherwise become hopelessness, it becomes faith. ~Robert Brault

faithfully4you
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   Posted 4/30/2011 7:59 PM (GMT -6)   
Just checking in.  Doing ok I guess.
At the point where hope would otherwise become hopelessness, it becomes faith. ~Robert Brault

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   Posted 4/30/2011 8:30 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi Teresa,

I missed your last post, it must have gotten pushed back a page. My internet was out for four or five days. It took a lot of calling and patience to get it back. But finally I did, after an hour on the phone with the people.

I am refering to your prior post. about getting up and pushing on. I think we all feel that way at some point. You figure "what's the point anymore" but you got to keep digging and making ground. Don't ever give up. It comes easier with time. And it becomes a part of our lives.

I am glad that you are hanging in there Teresa. Keep moving forward, one step at a time. Life isn't always a picnic, but we should have some good days. I know it feels like you have basically explored all options, but you never know when things are going to get better. They will. Keep coming here for support, know that we all care.

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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 5/1/2011 4:33 AM (GMT -6)   
hanging in by a thread myself teresa. re-reading your posts gives me strength. with healing compassion, jamie. hoping you are well. check in soon and say hi, jamie
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awty
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   Posted 5/2/2011 7:59 AM (GMT -6)   
FF4U,

What I do that helps me is this. I make a conscious effort of always having something to look forward to, I plan a night out at the theatre, or a lunch date with a friend, or a concert, and I pre-book these.

My down days and moments are bad, really really bad, and can be dangerous, so in order to 'get through' these tougher days, I remind myself that in a month I have arranged this other thing, so I have to wait till this tough time passes, and then I have something good around the corner to look forward to. (If that makes any sense to anyone other than me)

It's just a small trick that enables me to ride out the really tough days.

Wishing you all the strength you need to get through your tough days, and the same for you too Jamie, been reading your other posts, and my heart goes out to you. I couldn't comment at the time as I had two friends lose people this week, one to suicide, and one to natural causes, but was a sudden collapse at age 27. What I wanted to say, would have come out wrong, but you have been in my thoughts.

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   Posted 5/2/2011 8:05 AM (GMT -6)   
Awty,

So sorry for the loss of your friends. Thinking of you and praying for you.

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awty
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   Posted 5/2/2011 9:01 AM (GMT -6)   
Thankyou GB,

I am ok now, last week was another story though. I tend to only be able to speak or talk about things once I have it sorted within me, But thankyou for that message, it means more than you will know.

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   Posted 5/2/2011 10:43 AM (GMT -6)   
Faith, Hope your doing better, will be thinking of you...remember you are strong and
you are a terrific person...
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