It is hard when we have a close friend and then things change. But know that you are going to have other friends through out your life. They come and they go. I think you have to accept that she may get on with her life in a different path than you. I think you should try some counseling or some self help so that you don't feel so lonely in life. Learn to love yourself for who you are and you become your own best friend. It is hard, I know, but you can do this.
Keep posting and know that we are her for you.
Take care want_peace.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies