Thankyou. Don't worry I'm not about to spill my secret.. &no I don't really speak about my uncle to anyone,I dwell on it as people say. I was so close to him,I still sometimes think he is gonna come back, but I don't know if I'm depressed cos like I've never lost anyone who means a lot to me before? He wasn't just like an uncle he was like a mate too :( If I lose anyone else I will not be able to cope. & basically when we was together he was speaking to another girl, so we finished then 2 weeks later he was telling me he loved me and wanted me back.. So I went back then that time we split because of a different girl and then after all that he was tellin me he wants me back,he's nothing with out me, so I took him back again and then It didn't work out.. But he now wants me back again, but I actually love him, I've never felt this way about anyone before, he says he loves me and all that, he also goes in random moods,one time he went in a mood because I asked him about a girl, he didn't speak to me for 2days, I don't think he understands what he does to me, with everything else I have goin on, things just build up &get to me.. and I hate when I feel like that,when everything gets to me,I hate crying aswell!