i am so severely depressed.
my girlfriend has been pounding it into my head that i don't need meds and that it's all in my head. well now she is dumping me because she can't handle my moods and my fears.
today she tells me that it is over and tonight even though i had, thank god i didn't throw them away, some effexor left and ive been taking them again for the past week or longer.
i was on pristique after effexor but i dont have any of those left.
i feel like i need to be admitted and put back on the stronger meds before i do take that step.
since childhood i have been battling depression and bipolar. i have ended up in cardiac intensive care three times and the fourth time i laid for several days unnoticed and came out of it.
i fear that i am close and need to be back on my meds. as for the girlfriend i am destroyed.
Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 4/26/2011 8:20:53 PM (GMT-6)