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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 4/27/2011 4:28 AM (GMT -6)   
hi everyone, thx for your kind words for me and
my long time friend gaye. i am doing it rough. seen my
doctor this arvo, i told him and he explained her
situation better to me. studies are up........u know
what creek without a paddle. i will talk to my lecturer
fri. sugars are getting better. see the diabetes nurse
in the morning. 9am. brrrr not a morning person, i
cancelled this morning as i just could not get moving.
so i am feelin' very down and yuck, sooo much to do,
so little time. anyway, be good and thx for listening. a
very tired jamie. not sleepin' well.
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It's Genetic
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   Posted 4/27/2011 7:18 AM (GMT -6)   
Saddened that today has begun a bit down and left you in pain, Jamie.
At least the diabetes is better, huh?

Just said a prayer for you that you will get your rest, build your stength during the day and feel your Power return.

Take care.

I.G.

Geosojda
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   Posted 4/27/2011 7:33 AM (GMT -6)   
be strong jamiee, you'll ge through this, hoping you get some rest and prayers to you
When the only tool you have is a hammer, everything looks like a nail.

with your past and your future precisely divided, Am I at that moment?. . I haven't decided.

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   Posted 4/27/2011 10:21 AM (GMT -6)   
Hey Jamie,

Know that we are all thinking about you and wish you the best. It is hard to make them morning apts. I have one at 9:45 on Friday. I will have to set an alarm I guess for about six. LOL It takes me that long to wake up. hahaha... That is just me.

Have a good day mate.

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   Posted 4/27/2011 5:13 PM (GMT -6)   
thx 4 the support guys. leave in 20 mins. jamie
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   Posted 4/27/2011 8:09 PM (GMT -6)   
diabetes appt went well. my cde is happy with my efforts. got some good tips for managing my diabetes when my friend passes and what to do with anxiety / diarreoah as well. have had a fair bit of both. stress. oh well, the weather has turned out good today, got clothes on the line. might mop later.
sleep is disturbed, yep up' n down like a yo-yo. thx for listening. school tomorrow morn. with compassion, jamie.
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   Posted 4/27/2011 8:19 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi Jamie,

I am so glad to hear that your appointment went well. I know it is hard to control at times, and a good report is like the greatest. Keep up the good work. I am glad that you got some good tips and I am so sorry about your friend. Remember to pace yourself through this. Stay busy, but don't over do it.

Take care and keep us posted.

Hugs, Karen
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   Posted 4/27/2011 9:35 PM (GMT -6)   
thx mate. will do :-) jamie
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   Posted 4/28/2011 6:24 PM (GMT -6)   
am so darn close to quiting this course. have missed another day. i have too much going on in my mind, my mania is at an all time time and i am continually finding myself lost in space. my mate is staying with me and has pointed this out repeatedly. my mate is on my mind (gaye) she is dying. she is scared to die. mum is helping her with this. i am just so freakin' tired and depleted. i can never get caught up, and everything seems akin to climbing mount everest. oh well see my therapist mon, will seek some input from him. thanks for listening. jamie
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   Posted 4/28/2011 7:43 PM (GMT -6)   
Jamie, I know how hard it is to watch somebody die. I watched my first husband die. It is so very hard. And I feel for you. It might be a good idea to seek some grief counseling to help you through this. I know that you are seeing a counselor, but make sure that they can help you through the grieving process. You may have already begun. I think your teachers will understand, as long as you can catch up.

Know that we are all thinking about you.

Hugs, Karen
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   Posted 4/28/2011 8:13 PM (GMT -6)   
will try and catch up. my counsellor is a educational grief counsellor as well.

will talk 2 him mon. thx karen. jamie
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   Posted 4/29/2011 5:54 AM (GMT -6)   
Good to know Jamie. Just know that we are all thinking of you.

Hugs, Karen
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   Posted 4/29/2011 5:58 AM (GMT -6)   
thx. jamie.
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   Posted 4/29/2011 6:27 AM (GMT -6)   
ps, i am getting worse............my thoughts are not good. this mixed mood rapid-cycling state is wearing very thin on me. i can't rest. worried about my friend. one person keeps bugging me lately, darn glen!!! have e-mailed my lecturer. therapist mon. ok. see ya. jamie
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Geosojda
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   Posted 4/29/2011 6:28 AM (GMT -6)   
Sorry to hear it Jamiee, hope you have a good apt with your therapist
When the only tool you have is a hammer, everything looks like a nail.

with your past and your future precisely divided, Am I at that moment?. . I haven't decided.

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   Posted 4/29/2011 6:44 AM (GMT -6)   
thanx mate. :-0) jamie
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   Posted 4/29/2011 8:47 AM (GMT -6)   
Jamie,
 
Good Morning my friend.  Remember it is ok to change your mind so if the classes are draining your right now I feel it is ok to put them off right now and concentrate on our health and your friend.  There is no shame in taking care of you. 
 
I have had to do this in the past and I fought hard not to think of myself as a quitter but instead a person who is learning to love themself first.
 
Gentle Hugs,
Kitt
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   Posted 4/29/2011 1:26 PM (GMT -6)   
thx kitt, this is my aim. jamie
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   Posted 4/30/2011 4:27 AM (GMT -6)   
SORRY about YOUR 1ST HUSBAND KAREN. JAMIE
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   Posted 4/30/2011 6:57 AM (GMT -6)   
He is in a better place now. And I got on with life. It wasn't easy, but I made it. I am very fortunate with the husband I have now. He is a great guy. Always busy doing something. The day he slows down is the day I worry. As long as he is busy, he is happy.

I hope that things get better for you Jamie. I know that you are going through a really difficult time. And I want you to know we are here for you. I am...

Take care my friend.

Gidday,
Hugs, Karen
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   Posted 4/30/2011 7:24 AM (GMT -6)   
thx karen, g'day mate!!!!!!! jamie
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   Posted 4/30/2011 7:41 AM (GMT -6)   
hey jamie, thinking of you *hugs* not sleeping is rough :( I'm not sleeping either! We should skype! Although your night would probably be my day.... I hope you feel better soon. Sending good things your way *screws up face to show you how strong my mental hugs visualisations are*

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   Posted 4/30/2011 8:10 AM (GMT -6)   
yeah night here in australia. 11.10pm. thx mate, appreciate your visuals!!!!!

jamie. :-)
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   Posted 4/30/2011 9:43 AM (GMT -6)   
Keep on Keeping on - go Jamie !  We are all here to support you and care for you.
 
Kindly,
Kitt
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   Posted 4/30/2011 11:32 PM (GMT -6)   
thx mate. jamie. ;-)
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