seen the therapist, he is real worried about me. he even wrote a letter for me to take to my shrink. hopefully i can get in a week earlier, will take it up with the letter i wrote to him tomorrow. the meds aren't working; i am feeling lost, very depressed, depleted, dejected, manic and are being compounded by this rapid-cycling mixed mood state. gaye has not passed, she came close last night. i and my therapist are strongly feeling about an intervention in hospital, hence needing to see the shrink. i am feeling unsafe......and my therapist nearly choked on his coffee when i brought up hosp. yes this means it's bad. i never bring it up as i never want to go back, but i fear i need it.
with compassion, jamie.
i will advise.
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , BI-POLAR AFFECTIVE DISORDER AXIS 1REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.