when will i be happy ?

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netball
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   Posted 4/28/2011 7:51 AM (GMT -6)   
i have decided to keep posting..
i am in tears right now and im trying to stop but i cant. i feel helpless cuz of my nana and i feel alone and worthless. if she dies i will die inside. my heart will stop. i havent been sleeping well for the last week or so. i had managed my tears OK before then but they have all just built up and come down. i dont really know what to say apart from i feel like absolute **** !  cry
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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   Posted 4/28/2011 8:13 AM (GMT -6)   
Do you have any type of faith? Maybe it is time that you talk to a pastor or somebody about life ever after. We aren't suppose to discuss religion on here so I am going to leave it at that. Know that life is a learning experience. You can be happy if you put your mind to it. Try to distract yourself right now. Put yourself into something productive. Call your Nana if you feel the need. It might help you. But try to make it a cheerful conversation.

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netball
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   Posted 4/28/2011 8:19 AM (GMT -6)   
i dont know how i can distract myself.. and its always at night when i feel the worst. also, i am not religious.

netball
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   Posted 4/28/2011 8:22 AM (GMT -6)   
its 1:20 in the morning so i cannot call her and i dont even know her number. the tears have finally stopped now and it realy does help just knowing someone i there for you. thanx

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   Posted 4/28/2011 8:28 AM (GMT -6)   
Call her tomorrow. Try to get some rest. I think it would be great if you studied meditation. It gives us much control over our minds. You are so sweet to love your nana so much. Remember that.

Hugs, Karen
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netball
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   Posted 4/28/2011 8:32 AM (GMT -6)   
i cannot sleep and what is meditation?

netball
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   Posted 4/28/2011 8:39 AM (GMT -6)   
im gonna try get some sleep now.. will come back on tomorrow

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   Posted 4/28/2011 9:24 AM (GMT -6)   
I agree with the others call her/Nana and then seek out help at school maybe the school councellor can help,
Sometimes help can come from outside of home, let your teachers know whats going on with your
Nana and most should understand....please tell your parents your having trouble sleeping, maybe they could
take you to the doctor....I do hope you did get some sleep...
well wishes and healing hugz
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getting by
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   Posted 4/28/2011 9:56 AM (GMT -6)   
Meditation is a form of mind control that we all have the power to do. It is a way to make your mind go blank so that you aren't thinking of anything at all. It helps you to relax and if you want it to, it can help you sleep at night. Google it and see what you come up with. IF you want to learn, I can help you.

I hope that you get a good nights sleep.

Hugs, Karen
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netball
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   Posted 4/28/2011 5:14 PM (GMT -6)   
Chartreux : i have a school councillor and i see her every week starting next term.
Getting By : last night i got SOME sleep but i was waking up all the time and i have been up since about six this morning. pretty much the usual nights sleep. crap. i am keen to give meditation a go just to see if it works for me.

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 4/28/2011 6:17 PM (GMT -6)   
am e-mailing my lecturer as i have missd another day. just so depressed with anxiety regarding my friend who is dying. jamie. very behind in my studies.
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netball
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   Posted 4/28/2011 11:53 PM (GMT -6)   
im so sorry about your friend jamie. i can totally relate to your pain.

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   Posted 4/29/2011 2:01 AM (GMT -6)   
AND ME YOURS. HANG IN THERE. SLEEP IS AN ISSUE FOR ME 2. I TRY AND TIRE MYSELF OUT. IT HELPS, JAMIE.
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netball
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   Posted 4/29/2011 3:10 AM (GMT -6)   
yeah, i have tried that too but i still cant really sleep no matter how tired i feel. ill feel really tired then when it is time to sleep i dont feel tired anymore.. its really annoying ! right now, i feel really spacy and like im gonna pass out. my hands are shaking and its really weird ! any tips on how to stop me feeling like this ? i feel like thios when i do not eat but i have eaten ...???????

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   Posted 4/29/2011 4:26 AM (GMT -6)   
low sugar levels, possibly. i am a t1 diabetic, could be a hypo coming on. eat. ok. jamie my hypo warning signs are similar. space out shake becoming hungry and at the worst end perspire. take care. jamie.
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netball
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   Posted 4/29/2011 4:35 AM (GMT -6)   
thanx.. i have just eaten and it helped.. thnx jaimee

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   Posted 4/29/2011 5:11 AM (GMT -6)   
no probs. jamie :-)
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   Posted 4/30/2011 2:09 AM (GMT -6)   
just checkin' in----how are ya doin'? take care and know that we care, with compassion, jamie
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netball
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   Posted 5/1/2011 12:16 AM (GMT -6)   
im not doing any better and im getting really stressed out and stuff lately and i feel like there is alot of pressure on me to do well at school because my parents expect ALOT from me and much higher grades and reports.. home is like hell and i feel like running away.. my nan is coping and is stable.. she will be going in for her operation on the 12 of may so im hoping she will be safe.. im feeling much better about her and like there is hope for her and she will live longer than i thought.. just hope she fights the cancer !! in general though, i am not doing any better but im just holding it all in and hoping i'll get through it. so far, its not getting better but yah know, things may change ??

netball
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   Posted 5/1/2011 12:18 AM (GMT -6)   
am really hoping for a good nights sleep tonight as it is my first day back tomorrow.. holidays are over.. but i doubt that i will.. :(

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   Posted 5/1/2011 1:14 AM (GMT -6)   
YOU CAN ONLY TRY. TRY AND SETTLE YOURSELF BEFORE BED. KEEPING YOU AND NAN IN MY COMPASSIONATE HEALING THOUGHTS, JAMIE
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netball
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   Posted 5/1/2011 2:02 AM (GMT -6)   
i guess so. im watching a netball game and trying to stay relaxed but im not too sure how the sleep thing will go tonight. millions of thoughts are crossing my mind and not only about my nan.. thnx for the thoughts (: .. just wish life could be better but ya know, it cant be perfect.. although i could be better at dealing with my problems but we all have weaknesses and i guess that is just mine.. :(

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   Posted 5/1/2011 2:13 AM (GMT -6)   
know what ya mean. keep strong, jamie.
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netball
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   Posted 5/1/2011 3:06 AM (GMT -6)   
i'd like to ask you your personal opinion on what 'keeping strong' is cuz i dont know what it is and what it would look like to others.. ??

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   Posted 5/1/2011 3:34 AM (GMT -6)   
within yourself and your thoughts, and feel. jamie
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