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Lyndsay123
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Date Joined Oct 2010
Total Posts : 17
   Posted 5/1/2011 8:06 PM (GMT -6)   
The Hidden Words:
 
I don't know what to say,
from the pain and scaredness,
that words have said...
 
Imagine a perfect life,
trying to runaway from the screaming and holloring that sorrounds me,
hiding in a corner afraid of what might go on later in the day,
scared of where I am,
scared of who I am,
hating myself for not being the one you might accept,
 
I imagine a perfect life,
as hurtful words said and keeping them into remind me,
of the things that are wrong with me,
 
I imagine a perfect life,
as punishment and hurt,
screaming and screaming, grabbing my head,
surrenderd to the voices that hurt,
 
I imagine a perfect life,
of violence and hurtful words over and over again,
no escape from the sadness and fear I feel,
 
Running to the things that seems to be free from hell,
I'm trapped in a world where pain is all I feel,
I want to be free,
I want to be happy from the monsters that screams and hurts me and cause me pain,
The pain overcomes me and hurts me,
makes me weak and going to the freedom that I have...
 
To dissappear from the world that puts me in,
pain where I will be found on the floor of blood,
that seeks beneath my flesh...
 

theHTreturns...
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Date Joined Mar 2009
Total Posts : 20279
   Posted 5/2/2011 12:21 AM (GMT -6)   
oh, so much pain. sending you healing compassionate prayers. jamie.
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , BI-POLAR AFFECTIVE DISORDER AXIS 1

REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

getting by
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Date Joined Sep 2007
Total Posts : 42610
   Posted 5/2/2011 7:27 AM (GMT -6)   
Very good poem, shows many feelings. Keep up the good work.

Hugs, Karen
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia


fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies
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