I am so sorry that you are having such a difficult time. Weaning off effexor is never easy. Do you mind sharing why you are going off of it? I use to be on prozac, it didn't work for me, well, it did, but I had side effects. So I switched to effexor. I have never taken zyprexa. So I don't know anything about it. But when I get a chance, I will read about it.
Try to calm down and relax with your mood. There is no reason for the anger, that I know of. Try to think of the peacefulness that your name sounds like. I have gotten as angry as you are, but I was fighting with my late husband at the time. All you get out of it is sore knuckles, broken if you are too angry. So try not to do it, there are other ways of releasing emotions. I highly suggest that you see a counselor to get yourself feeling okay. Are you seeing anybody now? I take xanax and have never thought of it as addicting, but it helps an anxiety condition that I have. It just calms me down. Though I have heard of people abusing it. I guess it has that potential.
I hope that you get your moods under control and feel better soon. Know that we are always here for you.
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