Welcome to the HealingWell Depression forum. On the weekends, it is kind of slow, but come Monday it always picks up. I think people go into chat in the evenings, US time.
It does sound like you are depressed, if you are crying all the time. I am sorry to hear this. But know that you are among friends now and that you will start to feel better soon. You took a big step by just posting, so know that you are on your way to healing.
Are you going to any counseling? Most of us go, and it really helps. I would suggest if you aren't already going, to get started on it. It does help.
Have you talked to your doctor lately? Have you let him/her know how you are feeling? That is another thing you should do. Maybe get a complete physical to make sure that there isn't anything else going on.
Keep with us. This is a great place to come and talk.
Best wishes to you,
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies