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Bubble Jax
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   Posted 5/8/2011 8:48 AM (GMT -6)   
Im stuck in a rutt and i know it, theres nothing serious about whats going on in my life but i cry every day alot. And i get so scared all the time i lie. and thats pushes the one so far away that he doesnt wana be near me,  and then i cry. i dont really have a question. im just sad and alone enough to resort to the net.
cry  I really just wana talk to someone but theres no one in my world and theres no on in chat :( . no even sure if this is helpful, was hoping it is.

Post Edited (Bubble Jax) : 5/8/2011 9:08:39 AM (GMT-6)


getting by
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   Posted 5/8/2011 9:36 AM (GMT -6)   
Hi BubblreJax,

Welcome to the HealingWell Depression forum. On the weekends, it is kind of slow, but come Monday it always picks up. I think people go into chat in the evenings, US time.

It does sound like you are depressed, if you are crying all the time. I am sorry to hear this. But know that you are among friends now and that you will start to feel better soon. You took a big step by just posting, so know that you are on your way to healing.

Are you going to any counseling? Most of us go, and it really helps. I would suggest if you aren't already going, to get started on it. It does help.

Have you talked to your doctor lately? Have you let him/her know how you are feeling? That is another thing you should do. Maybe get a complete physical to make sure that there isn't anything else going on.

Keep with us. This is a great place to come and talk.

Best wishes to you,

Hugs, Karen
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MagicalNut
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   Posted 5/8/2011 10:24 AM (GMT -6)   
Hey bubblerejax, just read your comment and it seems as though your just looking for someone to talk to about your problems ..you say he doesn't wanna be near me is this some boyfriend thats causing you pressure to be something you are not? like happy all the time? that makes you wanna hide away from. Its quiet natural in life to push people away from us for whatever reason usually this is from fear of something. Is there anything in your life that you are afraid of? which is causing you to pull back from people? idea

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 5/8/2011 10:14 PM (GMT -6)   
hi i am in therapy, i highly recommend it. you can work on things and gain effective tools to help you with certain issues you are facing. you have been brave in posting, keep being brave and seek some assistance. we care, jamie
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , BI-POLAR AFFECTIVE DISORDER AXIS 1

REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

Bubble Jax
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   Posted 5/8/2011 10:16 PM (GMT -6)   
I dont know. I just lie becoz i can and it pushes them away, i dont do it at the start of relationships and i dont wana hurt them but im scared by him when i shouldnt be his lovely. I do it and have done it in every relationship. I wish i could hide from the world but its so lonely. Ive never been so upset before an all the time. I dont go to counselling, I don't make it clear that im upset to the other people in my life, unless they see me cry then they dont particularly care its just annoying to them. Im starting to think im not meant to be in a relationship and have close friends. I dont have those long term friends coz i moved so much and its hard coz everyone else does. I just feel alone. And i dont like writing this stuff coz I'm normally so happy, and dont care what ppl think. I dont know ne more

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 5/8/2011 10:38 PM (GMT -6)   
how about a chat with your dr? maybe some resources and or info might help, as well as the possiblity of medication. think it over. take care, jamie
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , BI-POLAR AFFECTIVE DISORDER AXIS 1

REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

Bubble Jax
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Date Joined May 2011
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   Posted 5/10/2011 11:09 AM (GMT -6)   
Im going to the doctors tomorrow. dont think i wana bring up the crying and stuff tho. im having a happyish day and dont really wana let that go.

getting by
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   Posted 5/10/2011 11:41 AM (GMT -6)   
It wouldn't hurt to tell your doctor how you have been feeling even if you feel better now. It is like going to the dentist. The toothache always seems to go away right before you go. Because you don't want to deal with it. But I think you should be honest with your doc and let them know what has been going on. Think about it anyway.

Hugs, Karen
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia


fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 5/11/2011 12:44 AM (GMT -6)   
hoping it went well. jamie.
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , BI-POLAR AFFECTIVE DISORDER AXIS 1

REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.
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