I have had depression for a while now. I don't know if my kind is common or not, but I tend to feel too needy of everyone else, desperate for attention and friends to always be with me, but then I just feel like a bother and that no one even likes me. I feel that I am worthless and no one can stand me. I often feel uncomfortable around people because I fear rejection, their thoughts on me, and stupid actions I might make. I also feel like I am not good enough and that no one would ever truly like me as a friend no matter how much they would tell me. And I fear that my depression is pushing the people away that probably do care about
me, even though I fear they don't care. And I just know that I need help, but don't know if there is any method that can help me from this depression. It just doesn't feel possible. And I know that it isn't just because I'm a teen. When I was in third grade, I remember going to the bathroom and crying because I thought I didn't have any friends. I wish someone would like me that I would actually be able to fully believe.