I feel so guilty for being depresses myslef, when I know there are so many people out there that are way more depressed than I. it is really hard to see past what we think. Inoue, there is sombody iut there that cares about you, we do, and if not your family(and they probably do) there may even be a stranger out there that you have not met yet that care about you. I know its hard for you to see this now, please see your school counsler ASAP.
I get the same feelng you have very often, i am 36 married with 2 children, they have special issues, and sometimes its very overwhemling, and I feel I am letting them down, and my husband, I often feel they would be better off without me, but God reminds me thats not true. I pray constantly, I am on zoloft, but these days its not cutting it anymore. Prayer seems to be the only real source of comfort I can find, and thats probbly is ho its suppose to be, I guess. You can tell from my tone I too am also very depressed, but again I feel very gulty for feeling this way, when there are so many others out way worse off than me..
I hope you find comfort Inoue from someone, somewhere, somehow, and very qucikly, my prayers are with you...Love...Sheryl
SERENITY PRAYER: "GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE; COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN; AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE........