Relapsed again..

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twistedchick91
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   Posted 5/11/2011 2:38 PM (GMT -6)   
i was placed into hospitalization back in June 2009 for attempted  i was then placed onto depression medication (celexa) well since then i had to go to the outpatient thing where i would talk with my counselor but i felt like she was controlling me and telling what to do without giving me a choice of what i could do i had stopped seeing her and ended up not taking my medication anymore since then i had relapsed by  myself then managed to get myself to stop again on my own but then i relapsed 2 more times afterwards. recently i had t but it wasn't an attempted suicide it was just what my mind was so used to for handling difficult situations such as what i had dealt with the day i did it well that same day my school had seen my wrist and managed to keep me up in guidance the whole time they had then called my father and told him about what had happened. i feel the people around me don't exactly understand how depression works i want to be happy but no matter how hard i try i can't be even when i'm out with friends and stuff so i don't know it's a difficult struggle any advice should be able to help me
 
I am sorry hon, but we can't talk about suicide or self harm on this forum.  I will post some resources, and we want to help you, but I think you really need to talk to a counselor to help you.  But we are here.  Hugs, Karen

Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 5/11/2011 4:31:53 PM (GMT-6)


getting by
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   Posted 5/11/2011 4:36 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi Twistedchick,

I am sorry that you are going through so much pain. Are you going to a counselor that you can talk to about this? I sure do hope so, nobody should have to deal with depression alone.

Here are a couple of resources for you:

http://www.selfinjury.com
http://www.suicideforum.com/index.php

The second one is a forum that you can discuss things on that you can't discuss here. Though I actually hope that you do stay here, and it might not be suitable for your needs right now, but I wanted to post it for you anyway.

I sure do hope that you feel better soon. Know that you are among others who do understand what you are going through.

Hugs, Karen
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 5/11/2011 9:25 PM (GMT -6)   
therapy really helps me. am keeping you in my healing thoughts, with much compassion to you. jamie
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