Welcome to the depression forum. I don't know if you are depressed or just sad. It is kind of normal the things which you are going through. But if I were you, I would start doing things that I enjoy. Maybe going for a walk, reading a good book or just doing something with friends. It will take your mind off of things if you just stay busy. It sounds like you are young, and you will probably have many romances before you settle down with the "right one".
Actually it sounds like you are level headed and handling this really well. But do keep posting. Let us know how you are doing. And check back for other posts with suggestions for you.
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