i havent posted on here for a wee while and i thought id just let yah know that my nana went in for her operation yesterday and it went well although she has to be kept in for observation for the next few days ..
although this burden has lifted off my shoulders it just seems like many more are coming. life is just dealing me all these crap cards and i had a breakdown last night. i have been doing and thinking bad things that i cannot go into detail about and i am not happy at all.
i paint a smile on my face all day and i try to be ahppy but it really is hard. i cant even say how i feel but it just really sux.