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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 5/15/2011 7:44 AM (GMT -6)   
hi everyone.
 
at the moment i am so depressed and frustrated.
i can only study in moments, my endurance to
finish stuff is almost non existant!! i am crabby
and depleted at the moment, keeping this house
clean and maintaned is getting harder and harder.
my studies are going adhoc at best, i have soo
many appts this week as well. tomorrow morn
at 10am, therapist and it is almost 11pm as i type
this, tues eye surgon, wed, doctor, then straight
after diabetes consultant!!!! arrggghhh!!!!!!
also have my diabetes peers program stuff to
do as well and study my butt of during the week!!
 
help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! please...................
love to you all. jamie.
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , BI-POLAR AFFECTIVE DISORDER AXIS 1

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   Posted 5/15/2011 8:12 AM (GMT -6)   
Hey Jamie,

Better days will come, but I know that doesn't help very much right now. I am praying for you to have endurance and stamina enough to get through all this. I hate having a lot of appointments in one week. Too much stress. Know that I am thinking about you,

Hugs, Karen
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 5/15/2011 10:36 AM (GMT -6)   
thank you karen.
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ladyx
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   Posted 5/15/2011 3:59 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi Jamiee,

I know how you feel, being swamped with work, commitments and responsibilities. Just don't overthink it, the more you think about it the more you will be stressed. Look at it as a passing time, before you know it everything will be part of the past.

I hope you will find the strength and endurance to keep going.

-JSS

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   Posted 5/15/2011 5:06 PM (GMT -6)   
Prayers of healing, strength, and peace flowing your way Jamiee!!
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 5/15/2011 5:27 PM (GMT -6)   
thx very much guys. jamie
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   Posted 5/15/2011 9:44 PM (GMT -6)   
seen the therapist this morning. long sesion. he thinks this maybe as good as it gets for awhile. am a tad better, very tired though. just can't focus and i have a tonne of appts and things to do around the house. it never stops!! busy, busy and more busy!!!!!!!!! better than just wallowing, hence i'll keep busy, seems to be helping. stop and i think, then get depressed and sad, hence i will remain active. went into town without my cane, did good, have lost some weight so the pressure is coming of my back a bit. yeah!! thx 4 listening. jamie
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , BI-POLAR AFFECTIVE DISORDER AXIS 1

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   Posted 5/16/2011 4:35 AM (GMT -6)   
GOT A MESSAGE ON MY PH FROM SOME LADY FROM MY MENTAL TEAM. SOME STUDY. WANTING ME TO CONTACT HER. WILL RING IN THE MORNING. I HOPE IT IS NOT TRAINESS!!! BEEN THERE DONE THAT!! EYE DOC TOMORROW. BEEN CHILLIN WITH SOME BLACK SABBATH TONIGHT. TRYING TO STUDY A BIT AS WELL. TAKE CARE EVERYONE. SORRY FORGOT TO TURN THE CAPS OFF!!! JAMIE. VERY COLD TODAY.
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myjoy
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   Posted 5/16/2011 6:30 AM (GMT -6)   
Hi Jamie - I hope today is a good one for you. Big doctor appointment weeks always get to me too. Just take it one day at a time - don't think past today and guess what is in store for you.
Stay warm!
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   Posted 5/16/2011 6:35 AM (GMT -6)   
will do mate, thx. jamie behind with my ph/isp bill. they are trying to suspended me. will put more on it on sat. got 7 days, i hope!!! have a nice day.
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allpositive76
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   Posted 5/16/2011 10:48 AM (GMT -6)   
I'm thinking of you :-) You can get through it, we are all here for you.

xoxo,
jessica
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   Posted 5/16/2011 7:43 PM (GMT -6)   
oh, thx jessica. #hugs# jamie.
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   Posted 5/16/2011 9:29 PM (GMT -6)   
mental health team are coming to do my vitals, bp, pulse etc. why, i have no idea? find out 11am thurs. getting ready to catch the bus. eye surgeon has moved, fortunately i roughly know where he is. jamie.
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   Posted 5/17/2011 12:55 AM (GMT -6)   
seen ian, my eye sugeon, minmal diabetes in both eyes, some minor haemorraging of some tiny veins in both, but nothing to worry about. see him again in 9 months. need plus 1 reading glasses, those cheapies from the chemist though. jamie. expensive appt though!!!!
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Precious Gem
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   Posted 5/17/2011 8:10 AM (GMT -6)   
Jamie, So sorry you are so down.  You do have a lot going on this week.  I have no words of wisdom today but sometimes making myself stop, prioritize what I must do first and meditating for at least 20 minutes helps ground my feelings of spinning around in a circle.
 
Hope today finds you better honey and awesome on the weight loss!
 
Much Love,
Gem

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   Posted 5/17/2011 8:30 AM (GMT -6)   
Hi Jamie,

Hang in there mate. That is all I can say. Other than one day at a time. I know it is tough when you have so much going on. One thing at a time. The appointments will come and go. Mine is today. Sending you an email.

Hugs, Karen
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parz
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   Posted 5/17/2011 8:56 AM (GMT -6)   
took the first baby step today called the doctor waiting for her to call me back more anexiety and fear ask her if she could give me something to calm me doen a little cant think of anything else

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   Posted 5/17/2011 10:01 AM (GMT -6)   
Good deal Parz,

I am so proud of you. You will be feeling better and worrying less.

Hugs, Karen
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   Posted 5/17/2011 8:54 PM (GMT -6)   
good on you parz!!!!

thx karen.

thx precious gem. with much healing compassion 2 u all !!!!!

keep strong. jamie
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   Posted 5/17/2011 9:54 PM (GMT -6)   
Healing and compassion to you too Jamie.

Hugs, Karen
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   Posted 5/18/2011 1:22 AM (GMT -6)   
seeen the dr, he is wrapped with the sugars. he was also wrapped that i am slowly losing weight and not using the cane. shrink sent him a letter, he gave me a copy, have a new but apt dx. rapid cycling bi-polar disorder. this also incorporates the depressive elememt as well. will do all my bloods next week. diabetes centre made a boo-boo with my appt, no probs, just made another one have a nice day everyone. thx for listening, cheers, jamie.
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   Posted 5/18/2011 7:26 AM (GMT -6)   
GOT TO GO BACK. HE (DR) STUFFED UP 2 scripts!!! STICK THEM IN HIS IN TRAY. BEEN A LONG DAY. AM GOING TO BED. HAVE A NICE DAY/NIGHT EVERYONE. WITH COMPASSION. JAMIE. remember to love you!!!!!
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   Posted 5/18/2011 7:29 AM (GMT -6)   
Hi Jamie,

Have you got most of your appointments done now for the week, or do you have more to do? I remember that you said that you had lots of them this week. I got mine over with. Yay.... I hate going to appointments. I have to get another blood draw next month because my blood sugar was a little high. Two icecream sandwiches the day before. Pdoc said that is a no no. Not to eat sweets the day before. I said no problem. I just have to remember to fast. Have to go in early in the morning next month as I will be fasting. Saturday have to take the dog in for shots early. I don't know why I keep getting these early appointmnets. They are the hardest thing to do for me. Oh well. I will get there.

Have a great day Jamie!!!

Hugs, Karen
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   Posted 5/18/2011 9:24 PM (GMT -6)   
all over now. just need to do bloods. hoping yours went ok. yeah, not a morning person either!!!!!!!! have a great day. jamie
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   Posted 5/19/2011 3:50 AM (GMT -6)   
have 4 pathology requests to do. tody the mental health team came and did my bp, weight and height, temp. apparently i am seen as being a patient because i see the shrink there, well that spun me out!!! they have not wanted to know about me for years, and i mean years!!!!!! she, linda also gave me a path request. 2 fasting, 2 without lithuim and tegretol, and they are at 2 seperate pathology labs!! arrgghhh. gardner came today, have a nice b/yard now, was very high, it has taken some decent cutting to get it down, also a fifty out of my pocket!!! oh well, school in the morn. pack up stuff and get my bag and stuff ready. have a nice day everyone, jamie :-)
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